Callahan told a judge "at the end I just cannot let go. I don't know why I do it."
SPRINGFIELD – Richard E. Callahan, at his sentencing for a series of crimes related to an incident in his estranged wife's Ludlow home, told a judge Wednesday “at the end I just cannot let go. I don’t know why I do it.”
Hampden Superior Court Judge Cornelius Moriarty sentenced Callahan, 39, to a 4-year state prison term, saying Callahan’s actions left his estranged wife and children “terrorized.”
“They have a right to feel secure,” Moriarty said.
Callahan admitted to a series of crimes against the Ludlow woman, including beginning to strangle her, taking her and her son’s cell phones so they couldn’t call police, and threatening to cut her in front of her children if her older son called police.
He told Moriarty he did everything to which he admitted because he loved their then 3-year-old son and he was afraid “someone was going to try to take him away from me.”
Assistant District Attorney Anne Yereniuk had asked for a 5-7-year sentence, saying Callahan, who was living in Agawam at the time of his arrest in July 2010, had a conviction for a similar situation with another woman in 2001.
She said a series of events beginning in June 2010 culminated in the violent confrontation on July 19, 2010, at the woman’s Ludlow home in which Callahan was hiding in a closet prior to attacking her. The woman had a restraining order against him at the time.
The crimes to which he pleaded guilty were three counts of assault and battery; two counts of violation of a restraining order; two of breaking and entering; and one count each of criminal harassment (subsequent offense), intimidation of a witness, threat to commit a crime, assault and battery on a police officer, and resisting arrest.
Moriarty gave Callahan two different probation terms, one to run while he is incarcerated which says he cannot contact the woman and the two children.
The other, a 5-year probation term, starts when he gets out of prison. He cannot contact the woman or children and must attend batterers counseling and have a psychiatric evaluation and any treatment or medication ordered.
Yereniuk said the woman “had moved on and tried to live her life.”
The woman, talking to Moriarty about the impact of Callahan’s crimes on her and her children, said the fear instilled in them will be with them the rest of their lives.
She said she has the right not to look over her shoulder and not to worry that she will be killed.
“I don’t want these memories but I am stuck with them,” she said.
Moriarty told Callahan if Probate Court awards him child visitation he can come back to him and ask for a modification in the probation conditions.